I am Freya. This is me...maybe -some of- me.
When I was born, I fell in love with the world.
As soon as I could talk, I fell in love with language.
My first steps took me to nature.
I spent the first 5 years of my life climbing trees and looking under rocks.
My dad looked under rocks with me.
School started.
School taught me that humans aren't always nice just because I am.
I first self-harmed when I was 8.
I was sad, maybe curious.
At the age of 10, I had kept every penny that I was ever given and somehow had saved over $2,000.
I gave the money to a village in Bangladesh.
When I was 12, I was nicknamed "Freddy".
Apparently I looked like I'd been in a fight with Freddy Krueger.
I still have the nickname.
Now with over 100 visible scars, I'm not fussed. Nor are the one's who love me.
I like to think I follow Mahayana Buddhism, but Mother Earth is where my infinite faith lays.
I have been in hospital over a dozen times.
I have had 7 separate surgeries.
Hospital helped me to grow and love, even more.
I love so strongly at times I think my body may forget how to work.
Sometimes I cry when I watch birds in flight.
Sometimes I cry when the sky's the right shade of gold at sunrise.
I stopped wearing shoes over a year ago.
My dreadlocks are more than a hairstyle; they symbolise several personal triumphs and battles in my life.
I am polyamorous.
I have several lovers as do my lovers and my lover's lovers.
Sex frightens me.
I love to be frightened.
Am I philosophical?
I ask myself too many questions.
I find more answers than questions.
I find it hard to settle.
If it's not passionate, angry, beautiful love, I tend not to feel it.
My spirit came from the oceans, rivers and streams.
My physical being came from the roots of trees.
I am always travelling.
Maybe I'll find the rest of myself in a hidden city.
I am still waiting to start life.
I am still waiting to be born.

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these are me and dans babies

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these are me and dans babies

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marden müller - novelo 2 (detalhe), 13.02.2004.

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Dave Sheppard (b. Fort McMurray, Alberta, Canada) - 1: The Difference Between A Moon And A Fish from Pulled (A Print Show) exhibition, 2002 Aquatints  2: Sadness, Like A Fish Out Of Water from Pulled (A Print Show) exhibition, 2001   Lithographs

24th April 2014

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Sitting here under the night sky, watching shooting stars framed by the raindrops that cascade around me, I can’t help but miss the comfort of a lover’s touch. That closeness in affection… that overwhelming sense of tranquility in a human exchange of touch and energy. Under the satin sheets of moonlight, right now, that’s what I miss. I guess I’m just sentimental tonight; bordering on despondent.

Off to bed.

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24th April 2014

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I can do a thing.

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“I’m a vindictive little bitch, truth be told.”

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